silently strong but deals with problems in an emotionally concealed manner

I thought u know im lost.  Aint asking for your world I was just hoping ul be der for me when every time im down.  We both know how moments last, it was so cool.  Don’t leave me like this but I guess I cannot ask for more. What happened? Don’t tell me u had enough, didn’t u feel I care for u, didn’t u notice that im here for you, why cause u only knew it was your the only one who cares? Why am I that naïve? U know im weak I cant be brave without you. You make me feel beautiful, appreciated, and wanted.  We were friends, and vowed to be there till the end.  it cant be this, but if you really wanna go tell me so I can close my eyes. dont give me vain hopes.  if only u knew how things happened but i guess i was wrong, i failed to understand and see the real u.  now that your treating me like this i dont know what to say and what to do. leave it this way? the you want it, or try to win u back?  why wont u tell me why? it’s driving me crazy tell me you want out im just a txt away.  talk to me!!! ok maybe some things are really should be left unspoken. fine if u want this way.  ur treatingme like i should be blamed fr everythng.       

finally its over, i like u but i dont love you, kulet mo kc eh, cant you see kaw tong demanding, you only see yourself. no string attach pro kaw tong demanding pra bang u want a thing exclusively pro ikaw magulo, kaw  mismo eh. kaw my prob hnd ako kc ok lng ako with or without u, i have to move on i can find another one, much better. thanks for evrythng, i must say evrythng comes to an end,  in a good manner or in a drastic way. aiyt keep it cool.  well be just fine.

Minsa kailangan tangapin, unawain, ilagay s isip n tama na tpos n ang laht, at ipagpatuloy ang buhay!!! May oras p pra magsaya, pra ituwid ang khapon, pro minsn s hirap ng pagsubok nkakapagtulala ang mga pangyayari ang bilis at ang sakit.  Lito k tuloy kung ako ano gagawin mo.  Kay hirap namn magicp ng matino pagganto ang sitwasyon pro hnd dapt yakapin at alagaan ang sakit n nararamdaman. Basta’t buhay ko’y magulo at ako’y litong lito ano b talga ang dapt kong himigin. Kay hirap mag antay, kay hirap unawain at tangapin mga bagay bgay n d ko akalaing itoy aking mapagdadaanan.  Kay gulo ng utak ko kay gulo ng buhay ko, asan n ang puso ko. Siguro nga kailangan ko ng maniwala n ako’y tao laman na hinahayaang masaktan ng taong walang pkiramdam. (ang conri)