VEERED DIRECTION
VEERED DIRECTION
i saw my own lapses eating me slowly; I felt the roaring wind knocked me down. I struggled with vain hopes in my heart. My soul was out of reach; my companion was nostalgia. I began to build a wall to guard my weak heart, cause I cannot afford to have another emptiness. Knowing no one can hurt me now, I have become more confident, yet also becoming insensible to life. A life that I was once dreamed to have. I am not that inert, I don’t despise life, feelings, or enjoyment. I am happy with my life…I keep on saying that cause I know I am. I just don’t trust my heart. Now that I want to love someone, now that I’m ready, unfortunately the wall guarding my heart wont allow anyone. My experiences thickened my blood with cold. It ails my ability to be human. I’m looking over the things I have done for myself, now I don’t know if I’m in the right pathway of my life.
November 9th, 2005 at 8:53 pm
someday, someone will come. someone to break the wall of your lonely heart. someone who will give you unconditional LOVE. LOVE that will not fade away from the dark.LOVE that will melt the coldness pain have cause. LOVE that will heal that wounds of past. LOVE that would stay with you forever. dont be afraid just give LOVE a chance.
( LECHE EMOTERS )
July 7th, 2006 at 5:18 am
well thanks gone for everything yeah your right someone did enter and broke the wall guarding my heart.
mwah
July 7th, 2006 at 5:20 am
wrong grammar ata ko ah