silently strong but deals with problems in an emotionally concealed manner

im happy… im always happy…cause i know how to make my life easy..i mean when controlling emotions.. i really dont think that  i need a partner/BF or something, im happy with my family..with my friends…and with my spiritual relationship with GOD…im naive for not believing that having someone will make me happy, aside fr my family, im happy… right now im a tyro to my new life , being not a teeanger anymore, im 20-yrold already… but im not scared to face my future, cause i have a lot of jokes in my pocket…and of course funny memories…

im happy…contented…confident…powerful…  

Feel I’m gettin old, before my time As my soul, heals the shame I will grow, through this pain Lord I’m doin, all I can: To be a better girl Go easy on my conscience, cause it’s not my faul I know I’ve been taught, to take the blame Rest assured my angels, will catch my tears Walk me out of here, I’m in pain Once you’ve found that lover you’re homeward bound Love is all around, love is all around I know some have fallen on stony ground, but love is all around

I ought to say this…coz…at the back of my brain where neurons are commanding me to do something even though I don’t know where to start, nor to express the exact words… this is relative to wat I’ve done last weekend.. ‘stubbornness strikes’…”kaw kc ini-spoiled mo ko eh”

Maybe im a wimp….but I don’t mean to be such a inanely foolish to this kind of circumstance…

So right now, I have to face the consequence of my stubbornness..

There would be no1 to keep me busy “aside fr my work,” ala n kakanta s kin ng ART of Letting Go.. hehe, aint nobody there to remind me of things dat I must prioritize….no corny jokes for a while…pahinga muna vocal cords ko kc ala muna kong audience i mean ala makikinig s pagkanta ko.ala ng magrerequest s kin ng fave song nla pra kantahin ko kaht hnd pko nakakabuo kaht ng isa man lng kanta s mga requests nla . .hehehhe….

well, but still i’l keep my stubborness for a while, coz i hav t keep my words this time….  it wont be too long… im just a bit busy to keep up with everyone…