silently strong but deals with problems in an emotionally concealed manner

can’t say what i really want, seldom makes final decisions, cant say if i really want to stay  or leave. not because im young in some ways im immature.naaa…just cant decide what things to prioritize…cant say if im young or old enough for this kind of life i hav…sometimes, i just want to sleep then dream about forgetting all the things that happened good or bad.. cant bear being me anymore!! stupid me!! nonono.. i guess i love myself too much to the point that im neglecting myself, and the things i must’nt… stupidme..too cocky to handle this fragile soul and  well-educated heart. …

having defensive reaction makes people dance in pandora’s box…or should i say is like having a pandora’s box… nanaaa dunno "FLYING THOUGHTS AGAIN"

i love my life..though…. 

ah after all these years of thinking what to do… learning aint easy when your not ready… lately, i’ve learned things i never thought i would be ready for it,  thanks to those people….. i realized that sharing your load to someone who is willing to give a hand was great…..hhehe nice gon.. thank god your here.. hehe